Selfish MOM!

A Story of Selfish Mom!

Dear Mom please tells me, who am I? I know, you can’t say. I’m the unfortunate child born in the darkness of the night from your womb. I’m that, who was left alive by a box in the gutter for fear of shame from others. Do you know, what happened to me after you came home? When you put me in the box, I opened my eyes and see you but you are not here. I searched for you all the way. That time I was watched dark and dark in the around but you don’t have. I didn’t learn to call you mother. But I knew that you would run away from my scream after hearing. So I started crying.

You know my mom, you don’t come after screamed. But the few dogs in the street rushed to eat me when they heard my tears. Not a number of 1/2 dog, mother. This number is about 5/6 dogs. What a sharp teeth. Seeing me they were salivating. At first, a dog came and nailed my scruffs and then two or more dogs. You don’t know, when another two dogs tugged with my head, what is harrowing? What pains were, you wouldn’t understand my mother. If you understood, you didn’t leave me. Do you know mother, when they were chasing me, once my pain was reduced. Why not reduce it? That time I was past.

I don’t know who was loved you and birth me. He wasn’t in a human, but you are a mother. Why did you drop me? If you think so much of yourself, but why are you born me? Why did you give up everything to such a bad man? Love means living on a bed in the night? Love means birth in a child dark in the night and back side of all others, like me. But listen, I have left from the world before getting such love, that's good. 

But I will recommend for you to Allah, on the day of resurrection. Forgive you. What to do, you say? Though you don’t think about me, I have kept you well. Just request a mother, if you don’t present to your child in the public, you never give birth to such an illegitimate child, like me. I don’t think that even if i forgive you, all the other kids will forgive you. Be well, be happy and be joyful, my selfish mother.